summer holiday!

alhamdulillah, the exams had ended and all i have is just summer holiday!
no..:)
these two months i will dedicate myself to my academic stuffs like make-up tests and finishing my thesis. did i just type it?:')
hope these things will go smoothly. hope i could graduate in the right time with good GPA. ameen. :)

may memories

it's hard to keep up with blogging while you already had twitter, path, instagram to update about yourlife and all. but here is, i'm a committed blogger even there's no one read that bcs i just love to look back at my previous post and remembering me how far the time has brought me.
this is what May has given to me so far:

1. everyone has a problem. dont ever dare to judge
like how i was dissapointed by few people who turned out they had real issues than just mine. how the people who acclaimed not having any problems actually have it but they hadnt realized it just now, and all.
2. be grateful & do your part
'cause God only gives us and wants us to do and take our own portions. it's specially there for us.
3. God over anything
and Allah is the best thing happened in my life.
4. stop procrastinating
i hate to say this but really, procrastinating leads me to waste lots of time and tons of works which was really really depressing in the end. hate it.
5. healthy life style isn't only a title of our last block in the third year
it's a real thing we should always think about and do every single day. no healthy day no cheating day, because we're just living the healthy lifestyle not only the healthy life-trend.

bits of the lovely hectic days

im not a big fan of being busy, having too much to do in 24 hours, but that's my routine for the last year and more. now im making the whole yearbook thingies which has so many things to do in such little time, excluding the academic stuff itself.
i will always remember the good old days when i had nothing to do (mostly) in my spare time, hang out with my ex whenever wherever (yes, i've been missing those good old days which can't be returned back. we're socrazily busy and done with trying.), hang out with my high school sweethearts//bestfriends, and all. i miss those all i've been losing those moments in the alst 20s months. wish i could get that back before clinical rotation next year.
yeah, life passes by so fast.

love this

save orang utan

Post by Alain Compost.

still

You came out so perfect I found no words to describe.

World hasn’t invented the word for: a perfect guy i strangely knew in a short amount of time like i’ve known each other for forever and makes my heart beats a whole lot faster than it used to be. And it wasn't even existed in my fantasy… it shoot me hard because I never realized that the reality could be this…. Wonderful.

You. The one I wish I could tell my day all-about in the end of the day. The one that I wish I know his whole day, including with whom he was having lunch with, what was the last meal he ate, or even what’s his homework for tomorrow. The one that I will listen to, even it’s kinda boring, like the 20-times-repeated of his first Olympiad-winning story. I will weep his tears when he talked about his first so-called failure. I will genuinely listen to his dreams and support him all the way to achieve them all. The one that makes me stop counting how many tears and fights I’ve been getting through only to be forever with him.

But you know, life is not simply a fairytale.

So there was an afternoon when we met and I smiled so much.

But 5 minutes later I was extremely sad, I didn’t know why at first.

Later on, when my brain had functioned well, I realized.

you couldnt be mine.

new fav dance-fitness video

i've been not doing any kind of exercise for the past few weeks and now having a problem with toooo much sleep. i feel sleepy all the time yet never really feel energized. i only swim once in a week and it's kinda bad comparing my old habit of doing morning jog or cycling for 20 minutes or more. i feel like i neeeeddd to do some kind of exercise but tooooo lazy to start anything heavy. so i clicked youtube for "fun exercise" and found this video. it's great, not so tiring but you'll surprised how much sweat you'll get in the end of session. good start,love it!:)