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Dear @alfianharfin Let's spend more days to love, to argue, to forgive, to fight what we thought is right, to keep each other company, to help each other to be better both as a person and as a partner. The highest act of love doesn't come in a physical form, and it may be differ from one another. So thankyou for keeping up with me through all the good and bad things, it's beyond what i deserve. I love you since you called me at 3 am, sang me a love song and left me clueless about everything, until now even when you never sing for me anymore 🙄
 We're far from perfect but i think it's enough ❤

That Outer Galaxy Love

Love is the best and worst thing that ever happened between us. Your name echoes in the deep vacuum intergalactic space for times and i still cannot speak your name out, i only tell the world that i love you in silence. I know they'll understand, hopefully you'll understand, too. I love you. I know sometimes i fade away but belive me, most of the time i'm still your biggest, best fan ever. I watch you from afar yet we seem so close at some moments. I love you. I hope it's enough.

And thank you for shining the world. You surely lightens the dark cold planets while I don't even have my own light. I'm not so sure i mean something to the world as you do. Even after your death millions years ago, you, through your shine that's left behind, are still one of the most adorable thing in the milky way ever.. .

P.s.: I love you to the non-dimentional infinity of the galaxy and never comeback. We'll be so lost in the pool of dark magnetic infinity and i don't care as long as i'm with you. And I will always be yours, until the infinity meets its end.

Hi 2017

Hi, back my old blog. I wish you do just fine.

In 2015, I decided that I want to take my blog into different level. I promised myself to not write any kind of personal blog post, as I always did in this blog. I remembered those sad moments that I wrote in this blog and I couldn’t imagine any other people read that. I felt vulnerable at that time. But then, as I’d written on my new blog in 2016, about those reviews and all, I don’t feel like I belong there. I don’t feel like I fit writing those stuffs. I don’’t feel comfortable writing in bahasa Indonesia, though I know it’ll boost the views. I kept going with all the sections that I thought I would like to see in a blog. But the result is the same; I don’t feel like blogging anymore.

I love to go back to my old blog (this one and fiction frame) just to remind myself how good it feels to be honest and to write anything that I felt. I was ashamed of what I’ve written like, 5 years ago, and how emotional I was. But then, I am more comfortable writing those silly honest stuff instead of trying to be a tip and review girl on the other blog. I’d move few personal post to this blog. I want this blog as my public diary. I wanna become that old woman who sticks to blog eventho world has revolved from twitter to Instagram to vlog life.

2016 is most probably a quiet sea for me; it's good, relaxing, and a little bit boring, while 2015 brought me a whole rollercoaster feeling. last year i met the guy of my dream, i have the loveliest relationship ever in my life, i started #AboutHim00 to appreciate every little things that we had. i cut few connections and re-connect with old friends, just to make sure that the ones i have now are the only ones i need and bring positive vibes to me. i get closer to family and hopefully to God. i think 2016 is good, but i bet 2017 can be a whole more wonderful than ever. amiin.