"Yeah, move fast, be bold. Focus on impact. And, I think , you know, I think long term focus is a really important part of this and we've had a lot of opportunit1es to optimize for the shorter term whether it's in selling the company or doing in different products that would have benefited us in the short term but not optimized for the long term impact. I just think opportunities like this don't come around that often. So, when you get one, I feel like you almost have a duty to see it through and built it to be what it can be."
January is almost over. i just can't believe that 2011 would be running this fast, really. last week i did a med.school entrance's test, private college one. and alhamdulillah, i'm accepted:) but youknow what, it becomes blurry now. all my dreams to be a doctor, is going to be blurry. doesn't mean i don't wanna be a doctor, but..... it's like. 'ok, i'm accepted, so why don't i jump into that college like now, study about anatomy, pathology, and all, forget about the other tests? but no, you have to do national exams, do a state-college-enrollment-test. rrr, oke. do that. let's say i've accepted in somewhat university studying medicine ... then what? study again. reaal hard. so ok, let's do it. saying hello again to slepless night. another 5 periode of slepless night. less holiday. then well, i'd be a doctor, then what?'
and after that me-and-my-mind fights, now all become moreeeee real than ever. as mark zuckerberg said:
I just think opportunities like this don't come around that often. So, when you get one, I feel like you almost have a duty to see it through and built it to be what it can be.
state university's enrollment test doesn't come that often, in my lifetime. so why don't we strive real hard, look what it would be, be proud of any result of that, say hello to other opportunities, smile again, work hard again anytime i see an opportunity again, and so on, and go on, and that's how life works. i'm gonna do this for the smart-ass people in the whole world that don't have that much opportunity as i have now. and for the God's sake. and for life's challenge's sake.
i hate the nowadays people's idea about getting something instantly. life isn't like polaroid camera, you click one, and the result come out that fast. someone said life's like a wheel, and another person said life's like going up to the mountain. i'd rather say that life is like a dry leaves. at first, you are green, hanging on a tree, then wind take you up and down, with its hard and slow way. you may swinging, or just staying at the ground, but wind always take you to an adventure once again, and once again, and once again, until you break down into pieces, and hopefully give a benefit to soil around. and for the people who belive in EVERYTHING COMES INSTANTLY, i'm gonna tell you one thing; that you're damn insane.
the point is, enjoy the whole proccess. when you wish it'd be end soon, it'd be end. you happy? not, you're not. you're missing the moments you've been spending without realizing. it'd be just like a blink of eye. or even if you're happy, there are plenty of processes you should do before you die. you think get something ended makes you happier? no. happy is nothing but inside your heart. i'm still working on that, as everyone else; be happy inside. let's work together. and Thanks God, i have You to help me get trough this:)
what's inspiring this month:
1. La Tahzan. REAAAALLLYYY GOOODDD!!!!
2. the social network.
3. imogen heaps.
so yeah, another week comes. goodluck everyone!:)
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Friday, December 31, 2010
the last day of 2010
this is kinda hard for me, to write such an epilogue for this goddamn year. a year which showed me variety of love, kinds of friends, the strength of a dream and a thing called faith to God. ups and downs will always be there fulfilling the day by day for a whole year, and it'll be repeated for the next year.
i got close with a guy, who made me happy, who was there anytime i need; but i simply didn't feel the sparkle of the thing we called love. no heartbeat, no so-happy-moment, or something. we just realized it then we got separated. it wasn't like we had a relationship. but eight months close was special. then i let go a guy because i thought a friend would be so much worthy, but until now, i can't say anything about this. i can't say it was a good or bad choice. but i know God has done what's good for me. and i built a real relationship, but it was fake enough to make me realize that it would not be good. it was ended soon as i made a priority. as if my sister knew what i know about him, she'd be understand more.
lesson's learned: that i have to meet the jerk ones so i can be thankful of a guy God will give me in the end.
what i've been thankful so much about 2010 is i get back my closest mates of junior high. we grew up, we got apart, but then age realizing us something; that understanding is a matter. i love them:) in 2010 i also found some good friends. but there are fake ones among them. they talked behind my back. they disscussed about my bad attitude, instead of telling me the truth, give me advice and let me do instropection. they treated me badly. but then, they were nice to me sometimes. so i don't really think about that. all i'm gonna do is dong a betterment; be a growing self.
lesson's learned: that i may need some close friends to share with, i need to fit in, but just stay true, keep myself on the first priority, forgive quickly, forget about the bad ones:)
i've been dreaming about being a doctor since the first year in high school. i've posted so many things about that things, about the reasons, about the vision, and all. and it's a stepping year to get that dream. 2011 will be door to that dream. i have to study sooooooooo hard to get that. i know it won't be easy, or if it's easy, it'll lose its meaning. i don't wanna waste my time. i'm gonna do all my best to get that. what makes me sad is people are just too ambitious to get what they want in a bad way. some of people are planning to cheat using a collaguage ticket or a large amount of money to get into the university they want. and for me, i'm letting go of my ego about going to the best uni; what's matter is doing a good thing, working hard, and still on a right path. i know God will give me the best as if i do my best too:) during my downs, what made me standing strong for more was my dream. dream is a hope of future which present doesn't give. dream does betterment to me. dream makes me closer to God. dream does everything i need to have a quality life:)
lesson's learned: dream is the greatest invisible gift God has given to me that has made so many both invisible and visible blessings to me.
this year is another step to get me close to Allah. things go rough lately, then i had no power at all. but when i tried to get closer to God, it was like something to hold on. something to help me go trough all of the things. Allah has been really nice to me. He always answered my question (which lately i got it less than ever). Ramadhan was the month when i felt like He talked to me most. but then, lately, these weeks, i just feel like He's too quite. maybe it's because i've been examined and i haven't done it well. when i finish it all, Allah will talk to me as before. Allah is the GREATEST gift since i was born. Allah is the thing that makes my life easier to get trough. thanks Allah, to let me be a muslim since i was born. that was the biggest thing i should be thankful of. thanks for being there, always.
lesson's learned: religion is more than having the name of God on your bible, it's a faith that lead us to have a better life:)
done for reviewing 2010. and resolution for 2011?
1. get into best medical school.
2. get closer to Allah, family and friends.
3.be the better version of me
4. get perfect GPA for the whole academic year..
5.make new friends
6.help more people.
7.be able to drive car, cook some meals, and play piano:)
that's it. what about yours?:)
i got close with a guy, who made me happy, who was there anytime i need; but i simply didn't feel the sparkle of the thing we called love. no heartbeat, no so-happy-moment, or something. we just realized it then we got separated. it wasn't like we had a relationship. but eight months close was special. then i let go a guy because i thought a friend would be so much worthy, but until now, i can't say anything about this. i can't say it was a good or bad choice. but i know God has done what's good for me. and i built a real relationship, but it was fake enough to make me realize that it would not be good. it was ended soon as i made a priority. as if my sister knew what i know about him, she'd be understand more.
lesson's learned: that i have to meet the jerk ones so i can be thankful of a guy God will give me in the end.
what i've been thankful so much about 2010 is i get back my closest mates of junior high. we grew up, we got apart, but then age realizing us something; that understanding is a matter. i love them:) in 2010 i also found some good friends. but there are fake ones among them. they talked behind my back. they disscussed about my bad attitude, instead of telling me the truth, give me advice and let me do instropection. they treated me badly. but then, they were nice to me sometimes. so i don't really think about that. all i'm gonna do is dong a betterment; be a growing self.
lesson's learned: that i may need some close friends to share with, i need to fit in, but just stay true, keep myself on the first priority, forgive quickly, forget about the bad ones:)
i've been dreaming about being a doctor since the first year in high school. i've posted so many things about that things, about the reasons, about the vision, and all. and it's a stepping year to get that dream. 2011 will be door to that dream. i have to study sooooooooo hard to get that. i know it won't be easy, or if it's easy, it'll lose its meaning. i don't wanna waste my time. i'm gonna do all my best to get that. what makes me sad is people are just too ambitious to get what they want in a bad way. some of people are planning to cheat using a collaguage ticket or a large amount of money to get into the university they want. and for me, i'm letting go of my ego about going to the best uni; what's matter is doing a good thing, working hard, and still on a right path. i know God will give me the best as if i do my best too:) during my downs, what made me standing strong for more was my dream. dream is a hope of future which present doesn't give. dream does betterment to me. dream makes me closer to God. dream does everything i need to have a quality life:)
lesson's learned: dream is the greatest invisible gift God has given to me that has made so many both invisible and visible blessings to me.
this year is another step to get me close to Allah. things go rough lately, then i had no power at all. but when i tried to get closer to God, it was like something to hold on. something to help me go trough all of the things. Allah has been really nice to me. He always answered my question (which lately i got it less than ever). Ramadhan was the month when i felt like He talked to me most. but then, lately, these weeks, i just feel like He's too quite. maybe it's because i've been examined and i haven't done it well. when i finish it all, Allah will talk to me as before. Allah is the GREATEST gift since i was born. Allah is the thing that makes my life easier to get trough. thanks Allah, to let me be a muslim since i was born. that was the biggest thing i should be thankful of. thanks for being there, always.
lesson's learned: religion is more than having the name of God on your bible, it's a faith that lead us to have a better life:)
done for reviewing 2010. and resolution for 2011?
1. get into best medical school.
2. get closer to Allah, family and friends.
3.be the better version of me
4. get perfect GPA for the whole academic year..
5.make new friends
6.help more people.
7.be able to drive car, cook some meals, and play piano:)
that's it. what about yours?:)
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