Januari ;-)

"Yeah, move fast, be bold. Focus on impact. And, I think , you know, I think long term focus is a really important part of this and we've had a lot of opportunit1es to optimize for the shorter term whether it's in selling the company or doing in different products that would have benefited us in the short term but not optimized for the long term impact. I just think opportunities like this don't come around that often. So, when you get one, I feel like you almost have a duty to see it through and built it to be what it can be."

January is almost over. i just can't believe that 2011 would be running this fast, really. last week i did a med.school entrance's test, private college one. and alhamdulillah, i'm accepted:) but youknow what, it becomes blurry now. all my dreams to be a doctor, is going to be blurry. doesn't mean i don't wanna be a doctor, but..... it's like. 'ok, i'm accepted, so why don't i jump into that college like now, study about anatomy, pathology, and all, forget about the other tests? but no, you have to do national exams, do a state-college-enrollment-test. rrr, oke. do that. let's say i've accepted in somewhat university studying medicine ... then what? study again. reaal hard. so ok, let's do it. saying hello again to slepless night. another 5 periode of slepless night. less holiday. then well, i'd be a doctor, then what?'
and after that me-and-my-mind fights, now all become moreeeee real than ever. as mark zuckerberg said:
I just think opportunities like this don't come around that often. So, when you get one, I feel like you almost have a duty to see it through and built it to be what it can be.

state university's enrollment test doesn't come that often, in my lifetime. so why don't we strive real hard, look what it would be, be proud of any result of that, say hello to other opportunities, smile again, work hard again anytime i see an opportunity again, and so on, and go on, and that's how life works. i'm gonna do this for the smart-ass people in the whole world that don't have that much opportunity as i have now. and for the God's sake. and for life's challenge's sake.

i hate the nowadays people's idea about getting something instantly. life isn't like polaroid camera, you click one, and the result come out that fast. someone said life's like a wheel, and another person said life's like going up to the mountain. i'd rather say that life is like a dry leaves. at first, you are green, hanging on a tree, then wind take you up and down, with its hard and slow way. you may swinging, or just staying at the ground, but wind always take you to an adventure once again, and once again, and once again, until you break down into pieces, and hopefully give a benefit to soil around. and for the people who belive in EVERYTHING COMES INSTANTLY, i'm gonna tell you one thing; that you're damn insane.

the point is, enjoy the whole proccess. when you wish it'd be end soon, it'd be end. you happy? not, you're not. you're missing the moments you've been spending without realizing. it'd be just like a blink of eye. or even if you're happy, there are plenty of processes you should do before you die. you think get something ended makes you happier? no. happy is nothing but inside your heart. i'm still working on that, as everyone else; be happy inside. let's work together. and Thanks God, i have You to help me get trough this:)



what's inspiring this month:
1. La Tahzan. REAAAALLLYYY GOOODDD!!!!
2. the social network.
3. imogen heaps.

so yeah, another week comes. goodluck everyone!:)